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My camera and I aren't speaking, nor are the muse and me. I've put them on the shelf for the time being. I try to do art but don't FeeL the art. Am I an artist?? I struggle with this thought now on a daily basis. It's strange. I've done some good work but real life work and other personal things have gotten in the way of creativity. There isn't enough time. I need a 48 hour clock! I get little sleep which is the bane of my existence. It eludes me and I'm just too out of sorts to figure out all the whys. Mucho expensive dental work, colds, laziness, poor self esteem, etc.. I could probably make a list the size of Mt. Rushmore!

So anywayyyy, all my activities here are on hold till I get my act together somehow. And some how could amount to the entire Winter and Spring. Maybe I'll come out of hibernation then. I'll have to if I want to sell ART. I laugh at my efforts at this! It's a waste of time, just a pastime, it seems. I am feeling terribly cynical, low and desperate for sleeeeep. I can't take sleeping pills due to asthma. So for all practical purposes I'm doomed to zombie land in the awake world. When I have something good or of note to say I'll be back. Till then.... ciao my friends.

P.S. Admittedly, my mood is down but I haven't totally stopped writing, just more for myself than for the public. As for Photography, I'm just not finding time for it.

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These are just a few of this artists works on dA. She has several other sites of her own! Check them all out here::
[link] Underwater Photography

[link] ALT photos

[link] PBase

There are other links on her devart homepage so be sure to check them.



Caladhal







Her gallery is here:: [link]




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yeah I love horses can you tell????

[link] Hunt & Jump Inc: Virtual Horse Game



Prompt a Day *Whispers of the Muse* [link]

Ok, the muse is suffering for her art. The pain to me is real. Wow, I have a toothache! I just felt like writing about my tooth and why I can't write because or conversely in spite of it. I write because I enjoy it when the mood strikes. Lately the mood has gotten a tad sober, hopeless and my style is affected. This is a good thing? Physical pain is much harder to write about while it's going on than when it's over. Trying to focus on staying focused, and not losing the writing mood is a bit tough. BUT there is so much I have to say but even more to add to real art. I need to draw more, paint again........... I see so much talent here and so much art its makes me feel I'm way behind myself. So much I want to do!! But there is never enough time, sadly, other priorities. House, health, bills bills bills......... and work. But how can I make art my work when I can't produce enough of it to get noticed, let alone pay bills???? Starving artist syndrome I don't want.

But I'm writing here and there, when there is time and enough focus in me, and so the muse lives on and on.

OH, and I forgot to mention that my toothache is really an abscessed tooth that is going to be worked on come Monday. I hate drills. They are scarey!! *cringes*

It was a lovely changeable day here. Sunny mostly, but a bit brisk. I can't talk about art or photography just because I can't seem to get inspired to do any. I drew creepy looking bug yesterday, not at all anatomically correct or lifelike. More abstract that real looking. Ha! Talk about lack of imagination. I guess I've hit the bottom there. Life is so confusing. My thoughts so random and incohesive. What kind of glue do I need to find artist in my soul again and not lose her???