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My camera and I aren't speaking, nor are the muse and me. I've put them on the shelf for the time being. I try to do art but don't FeeL the art. Am I an artist?? I struggle with this thought now on a daily basis. It's strange. I've done some good work but real life work and other personal things have gotten in the way of creativity. There isn't enough time. I need a 48 hour clock! I get little sleep which is the bane of my existence. It eludes me and I'm just too out of sorts to figure out all the whys. Mucho expensive dental work, colds, laziness, poor self esteem, etc.. I could probably make a list the size of Mt. Rushmore!

So anywayyyy, all my activities here are on hold till I get my act together somehow. And some how could amount to the entire Winter and Spring. Maybe I'll come out of hibernation then. I'll have to if I want to sell ART. I laugh at my efforts at this! It's a waste of time, just a pastime, it seems. I am feeling terribly cynical, low and desperate for sleeeeep. I can't take sleeping pills due to asthma. So for all practical purposes I'm doomed to zombie land in the awake world. When I have something good or of note to say I'll be back. Till then.... ciao my friends.

P.S. Admittedly, my mood is down but I haven't totally stopped writing, just more for myself than for the public. As for Photography, I'm just not finding time for it.

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